aLoNe

Sitting in the corner of the room,

Singing a sadness song in the silence of heart,

Looking at the dirty floor with empty eyes,

Hoping to God that someone will come,
That’s me, someone alone in the crowd.

That's a poetry I made when I was waiting the train to Tangerang, my hometown. I was really2 feel alone 'til I feel like going to cry. There were no family, no boyfriend,n no friends.


That day was really2 sucks! I've just had a bad day. All that day. After had a long lonely journey to Tangerang, I went to the cyber center directly without visiting my home first. I already made an appointment with my couple in the game. I had waiting him for couple hours n him never show up. God damn, this boy just made me angry n disappointed. Ok, it's easy, I just have to dumped him! N then I broke up him.


I don't know, recently my life is so messy. I don't understand either why am I being like a stress girl? Maybe becoz there's nobody who give me support plus I don't have a lot of activities. It feels boring, stuck,n no purpose. Maybe I need some help from a psycholog or a motivator. Why am I need some help? Becoz I'm being a junkfood-consumptive girl, a lazy-to-do-something girl, and a sensitive-angry girl. Gosh, WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME??